Break Time

It was Jacky's birthday last week. We had BBQ, time to chill, time for break, time to catch up, time to invest in friendship, time to laugh and time to cam-whore, as usual. Food was nice, and people was great. I had a GREAT time!

The food was awesome.
But well, the companions took me away from the food.


Not everyone's here. Some busy watching over the food, some not here yet.


Busy there, and i'm busy here taking pictures. hihi...


Smiles


"eh, you don't push me ahh....hihihihi"


Caught in Action, trying to steal food. haha.
Guys help with the food while the girls.... you know, help with eating them up. haha.


Me... yeng... and tracy......


The birthday boy and girlfriend.


Giraffe Cynthia and Hippo Tracy


Chun Chiqs.....

Enjoy!

God bless you!

Untitled XII

People, has been coming in and out of my life.

They come, and they left again. Feeling so stucked, I move on, i have to.

And i'm still here wondering.

I can't say that I didn't appreciate people as much i can, but, if only, there's more time for us. It's always, that you learn to know the existence of it after you lose it. But now, before it slips away, I hope, I can make full use of the time, to the max.

It sounded like I don't appreciate, but I really do.

We met out of nowhere, out of that thousands of people out there, but yet, can't tell or even describe the significance of knowing you. We didn't appreciate much, we didn't make an effort as much as we can.

"Your heart is not a hotel, that people can walk in and out just like that, quote sy. I believe, every person that you met, where life path crossed and you walk a bit of your life journey together, left a bit or significant footstep in your life. Doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, doesn't matter whether the experience is worth remembering, or some that you tried so hard just to forget about it, doesn't matter whether the journey you had together is short or long, they all play a part in your life, in building who you are today.

There's always people that you miss so much, but couldn't even hold them.
there's people that you love so much, but you can't tell them how much they meant to you.
there's people that you wished for a second chance, but you can only make prayers of blessing from far.
there's people that you've lost, then only learn to appreciate.

Everyone is a rare jewel. You just need sometime to polish it, so that they shine for you.

Listen

Lately, I found myself being suffocated easily. Trying to grasp some air in the midst the ocean of people. Was it because I don’t know how to release stress or things seems to be on top of me. I just know, I kept excusing myself from people, taking that few minutes walk to toilet, just to breath some air.

The heart of the human is like a deep ocean, with secrets unfolds and treasures unrevealed. All I can say. If only the idea of give and take is practiced, as no one can come clean with relationships between human, whether a human to another, or with a group of people. Controversial after controversial, adding to what was told and what you’ve heard, doesn’t matter whether it’s true or not, and adding onto your own assumption and thinking towards certain issues and decision without making a balance out of it, make it all, a misunderstanding. Whether to cover up the wrongs that were done, or to cover up a hidden agenda, no one can be totally transparent and accountable to what is their intention. Tired. If only we learn to give and take. No one can say, to be total, 100% correct. Where things are not about life or death, rules and moral obligation are all made up by human. We make the rules, we change the rules, and we break the rules. No such thing as who is right or who is wrong. If only we learn to come clear with it. Things sometimes doesn’t seems as easy as it seems, or as hard as people thought.

If only I’m bold enough to voice out. To show that I care. To prove that I appreciate.

(don't digest this literally. just me being grumpy today.)

CNY 2007

It's been a while since the last time I blog. Due to dunno-what-i've-been-doing, I'm pretty occupied here.

The 15 days chinese new year celebration was just over. And now, after a week break, trying to settle down with classes and revision. My parents came over to KL to celebrate chinese new year, so other than people that i see in the shopping mall and some of my dear friends, I didn't get to visit relatives and friends, like what we should do during chinese new year. And, what's so sad is, I didn't get to watch lion dance live performance as near as 2 metre away (saw one when I was in One U, while I was up at 2nd floor and lion dance performed in the ground floor. and watched another one through someone's digital camera, recorded). So, throughout the break, during the daytime, I accompanied family to shopping malls. And at night, I sneak out with lil bro, together with Yeng, watch movie, went bowling, table soccer and pool. We went to amusement centre the other night, and lil bro and yeng were really good in daytona. And one of the night, I went out with Yeng and Addy to the pub that I've always wanted to go with Addy. Had just a glass of wine and head went pain. yeah, that week of break left me sick and throat seems still not feeling well till now.

On the 15th day, I invited a few close friends to have a reunion dinner at my place. Had my parents packed seafood from Sabah, I cooked all of them that night. Well, not a very good cook me, overall, the dinner was great, with great companion. The fish was too big, that we have to cut into 2, and had it in and out of the pot as we thought it's already cooked. Cooked outside but not the inside. The prawn, marinated ones were finger lickin good. The only complaint was the asparagus was bitter and the scallops, weren't fresh.

So, I can cook. haha.