Stucked

Just another incident that i want to jot down, that after the end of the day, i still feel a lil bit disappointed.

Today, happily i went to attend classes. It feels like it's been a long time i didn't attend classes, morning class especially. So i entered, and morning class lecturer told me, she had a chat with my programme course leader and associate dean, that i need to pay fees for my family law class, which i just entered for the first time today. the reason being, there is another 8 classes with family law which they think it's appropriate for me to pay fees for it. But, as for jurisprudence class, they will close one eye and let me enter the class, since next week is the final week.

alright, i know it looked like my problem attending classes without paying, as if i went to college and steal chicken. Initially i wanted to take one subject only, so i asked if i can pay for one subject. The lecturer in charge says no, policy doesn't allow. I asked again, what about 2 subjects. Same reason given. Being frustrated, i asked, what about paying all four subjects, is it alright?. Excuses given, as it's near to end of semester and I wanted to attend one subject only, and the lecturer incharge said "i'll close one eye and let u in".

So, i entered jurisprudence class this afternoon. just one step into the class, the lecturer chased me away, forbid me from entereing. she was given instruction not to let me in, since i didn't pay my fees.

paiseh. i went to see lecturer in charge again.
"Oh, u need to pay for family law subject if you want to attend the classes, since there is another 8 classes of family law"
feeling disappointed, i told her i'm going back hometown next week.
"oh, if u don't pay fees, u cannot attend any of the classes".

feeling disappointed, i walked away. As a law student who knows the law, as the consumer-student, clearly knowing that there is no such policy that u can't take one subject or two. And after reading judicial review of administrative law and EU law, I was thinking, I can't even complain about the bias and ultra vires was of doing things. But what can you do about it.

Would you pay RM 1000 with a few ringgit balance for 30 hours classes? After i missed so many classes towards the end, now only i was asked to pay fees.

i don't even know why i bother to type all this out. clearly, i'm still feeling disappointed.