New Semester, Old Thoughts.

I'm back in KL. Arrived a few days ago, but i haven't unpack my stuff from the luggage. too tired for that. Was busy cleaning the house.

Today was the first day of the new semester, actually, first day for me and a few of us who came back last Sunday. Class started a week ago with only a few a people. Hey, seniors became smart a bit now, know to attend class in 2nd week. kekeke..

Don't get used to the 8am class and sleeping at 11.30 the night before so that i can wake up at 6am the next day. Even during work, i went in late by 15 minutes or 45 minutes late. It's either i went in at 8.15 am just to show my face and then sneak out for breakfast or i went to breakfast straight before going to work. But still good, i thought i was going to be late today, but i arrived just 5 minutes before class started.

class was fine. friends were all great. said hi, gave hug and manage to catch up with the gang and the guys in the class for movies. oh.. went to watch Snake on the Plane. Stressful movie rather than destress one. Better not watch if you're sleeping alone! haha.

well well, what i want to say. I'm not having PMS, and not emotionally down. But, just being in college place lots of thoughts in my mind. well, what can u say. maybe i've been thinking too much, rather than just enjoy whatever there is. but, my mind just couldn't help to think. some, i really don't know how to face. give smile and act like nothing happen, or show that i care with whatever is done by him/her on me. but when really think of it, there is nothing i can do about it. Rumours about me, backstabbings, bad memories, all these just come to me when i face them. i thought i've let it go, but actually, i still care how poeple look at me. Maybe yeah, we all can please everyone and we cannot explain to the whole wide world that actually what had happen wasn't not like what they thought. oh yea, what about those who backstab my fellow friends. should i care or not? should i just talk/chat/smile like i know nothing? Should i just act like nothing happen and continue to be friends following the principle of forgive and forget as everyone deserve another chance? to some, they may think that i have different mask, having different mask when i deal with different people. But, what about those people who is just being friendly? they're just warm in heart and love meeting people. well, what about me then? i shall not think too much and act like nothing happen. after all, it's not like i never talk bad about people. it's not like, i never back stab.. oh.. i never back stab people. should just not think too much and enjoy whatever we have now. after all, we get to meet each other is already a blessing to each other.

sorry if i'm being random. those who understands, thank u for listening. those who doesn't.. err... enjoy the music ya! *wink*

God Bless!